Christian Clarity Review

a bit of business to clear the air for all who hear:

I post this here as it was removed from the AOL Calvinism/Arminian message board by the moderator, apparently so it would seem that accusations against myself and Jesus Christ that have been on-going for some time now would go unanswered and thus seem to legitimize them.

In the post, which the reader can research on the board for themselves if the Spirit leads, a lying spirit through a poster known as ‘t’ has claimed that I have said the Holy Scriptures were a ‘loose collection of parts’. That was said through me by God in plainly declaring the lying spirit in t to be in violation of his own declared ‘principles of interpretation’ and that it was he was doing that and implicitly saying that and does so to this hour.

the post that was removed yesterday, shortly after it was put up, leaving out a small portion at the bottom that I didn’t save but modified on the web editor for the board and don’t have access to now as it was removed:

t,

It is plain that the post was written and remains a declaration of the lies that the lying spirit in your flesh perpetuates to this hour. It is he and always has been he that does so –even as he tries to hold forth his “interpretational principles” as legitimately in the mind of Christ. It is that lying spirit in you who continuously holds forth God as Word to be not-God-as-Word and a loose collection of unrelated parts, even as you supposedly do so in order to uphold the lies Satan taught you as ‘interpretational principles’, a phrase that lying spirit in your flesh types as a supposed authority with various punctuations and bold texts to back up what in truth he does not even go by, hoping the mere change in shape and color on the page will camouflage his lies because he pretends to ‘make a point’.

Not only does that lying spirit in you hold up lies ( ‘hermeneutics’ /’interpretational methods’) as if truth , but does not even ‘do’ the ‘hermeneutics’ he falsely claims will reveal Truth even as he claims ‘it’ is revealing Truth. Even those who are deceived that ‘hermeneutics’ are necessary and unavoidable (because they have not the mind of Christ and are deceived only one speech exists in total reality and that speech specifically non-creating..) do not treat the Scriptures as a loose collection of unrelated parts. Yet in defending the lie of ‘hermeneutics’ as a supposed authority over the whole of God as Word, that lying spirit in your flesh does not even hold to his own ‘principles’ of ‘hermeneutics’ .

At least ‘hermeneutics’ and so-called ‘higher criticism’ make a pretense of relating the whole of Scripture as a complete unit that is not inconsistent with itself. That lying spirit in your flesh does not even do that, but in every way multiplies non-creating speech as if no Scripture were part of the whole of God as Word, but were mere sentences from nowhere that he quotes merely to be seen doing the emotions of defense so that his mere ‘passion’ ‘about something’ may ensnare all he can that he is saying anything intelligible. That was clearly declared to you in the post that lying spirit in your flesh falsely twists to make it appear I somehow have declared in any way that the Scriptures really are a loose collection of unrelated parts.

Anti-Christ’s gibberish of “hermeneutics!” and “interpretational principles” through your flesh is the mere cover and introduction to more gibberish that is not even related to Satan’s standard lies of and usage of ‘hermeneutics’ and “interpretational principles” you wish you knew and could ‘use’.

As such, it was and remains that lying spirit in your flesh that still dis-regards even the favored lies/’methods of interpretation’ of the free willers, continually pulling out revelation as if not revelation at all, but mere ‘holy information’ and even then, ‘holy info’ supposedly completely divorced from the rest of the whole Scripture.

Very plainly in the statement that lying spirit in your flesh keeps holding up as ‘evidence’ that God through me or any other except that lying spirit in your flesh has held Scripture up to be “a loose collection of unrelated parts”, that was written to declare what that lying spirit in your fleah was and is continually doing: taking a revelation, acting as if that revelation:

1. were not God as Word

2. bears no relation to the whole of Scripture at all.

3. that the whole of Scripture can be treated as if some loose collection of unrelated parts

…while working as hard as possible to unrelate, even what is to free -willers who cannot hear God but see Scripture as a whole book, the whole of the Word of God from any part within itself

t, that spirit in your flesh is a liar, has been a liar, always will be a liar and is not you. If you are not born again and separate from him, you will burn in the lake of fire. He will not burn for you. That lying spirit in your flesh will simply burn by himself, while you burn by yourself with no respite unless God have mercy on you. You can’t share each other’s pain then even if you be in a common place.

God has written this through me, not to defend me (as the Father, Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit who dwell in me is my Witness and my Defense), but in any case to cause you to understand that mere typing is not Truth, nor mere quoting past posts (as if the mere quoting of them and placing certain sections in bold or all caps with accompanying punctuation as if the whole were indicative of substance) were evidence of a real lie.

That lying spirit in your flesh cannot stop. Neither can you. That doesn’t excuse you and will not save you.

Ecc 8:8 There is no man who hath control over the spirit to retain the spirit; and no one hath control over the day of death; and there is no discharge in that war, neither shall wickedness deliver those that are given to it.

Look at how much time and how much of your life has been wasted planting seeds of sin and wickedness in the pretense you were doing “good works” by “doing apologetics”. I forgive you. But your life is still going by.

You wrong God and constantly deny Christ Jesus even as that lying spirit in your flesh quotes another post, another ‘verse of holy info’ and types.

Proverbs 6:12-19 A man of Belial, a wicked person, is he that goeth about with a perverse mouth; he winketh with his eyes, he speaketh with his feet, he teacheth with his fingers; deceits are in his heart; he deviseth mischief at all times, he soweth discords. Therefore shall his calamity come suddenly: in a moment shall he be broken, and without remedy. These six things doth Jehovah hate, yea, seven are an abomination unto him: haughty eyes, a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood; a heart that deviseth wicked imaginations; feet that are swift in running to mischief; a false witness that uttereth lies, and he that soweth discords among brethren.

As for myself:

Isaiah 25:3 Therefore shall the mighty people glorify thee, the city of terrible nations shall fear thee. For thou hast been a fortress to the poor, a fortress for the needy in his distress, a refuge from the storm, a shadow from the heat: for the blast of the terrible ones has been as the storm against a wall. Thou hast subdued the tumult of strangers, as the heat in a dry place; as the heat, by the shadow of a cloud, so the song of the terrible ones is brought low. And in this mountain will Jehovah of hosts make unto all peoples a feast of fat things, a feast of wines on the lees, of fat things full of marrow, of wines on the lees well refined. And he will destroy in this mountain the face of the veil which veileth all the peoples, and the covering that is spread over all the nations. He will swallow up death in victory. And the Lord Jehovah will wipe away tears from off all faces; and the reproach of his people will he take away from off all the earth: for Jehovah hath spoken. And it shall be said in that day, Behold, this is our God; we have waited for him, and he will save us: this is Jehovah, we have waited for him; we will be glad and rejoice in his salvation. For in this mountain shall the hand of Jehovah rest, and Moab shall be trodden down under him, as straw is trodden down in the dunghill; and he shall spread forth his hands in the midst of them, as he that swimmeth spreadeth them forth to swim; and he shall bring down their pride together with the plots of their hands. And the fortress of the high defences of thy walls will he bring down, lay low, bring to the ground, into the dust.

In the Name of Jesus Christ, Amen

‘University’ of Florida leads the way as the face of anti-Christ.

‘Partners’ and not married?

You must have sex. Anti-Christ through the University of Florida wants as much fornication and sodomy as possible to ensure the ‘relationship’ isn’t ‘platonic’. That way, the sodomites and fornicators all can legally get benefits mere ‘roommates’ are denied.

excerpted from: Gainesville.com | The Gainesville Sun | Gainesville, Fla.

Fielding questions about the pledge at a Faculty Senate meeting Thursday, UF’s vice president of human resources said he’s heard concerns about the affidavit, though overall feedback about the plan has been positive.

“I would say 95 percent of the affidavit is fine,” Kyle Cavanaugh said in an interview after the meeting.

In addition to declaring joint financial obligations, prospective enrollees must “have been in a non-platonic relationship for the preceding 12 months,” according to the affidavit.

Marylou Behnke, a UF senator, told Cavanaugh she found the requirement “offensive.”

As a member of the Senate, representing faculty in UF’s College of Medicine, Behnke said she was compelled to learn more about UF’s plan. She said she was taken aback to find that employees would be required to swear to prior sexual activity, a standard not applied to married couples covered by UF’s primary health care plan.

“Are you going to police it?” Behnke asked Cavanaugh.

Cavanaugh said he had no plans to personally enforce the sex pledge. The “non-platonic” clause is “increasingly standard” in domestic partnership plans, Cavanaugh said. The clause is one of several methods used to legally ensure that an employer is only obligated to cover employees in a committed relationship, not longtime roommates.

Shands HealthCare, which began offering domestic partnership benefits this month, also requires that employees declare a “non-platonic” relationship. Shands is an affiliate of UF, supporting the university’s education and research efforts, but it is a private nonprofit entity with an independent health care plan. Like UF, Shands chose to offer domestic partnership benefits in order to stay competitive, said Kim Rose, Shands spokeswoman. Rose said she did not know whether Shands’ Board of Directors, which approved the plan, was influenced by UF’s decision to offer domestic benefits.

Concerns about the “non-platonic” clause may lead UF to change the language of the affidavit, Cavanaugh said.

“I would anticipate we would take a hard look at trying to modify it,” he said.

Any modifications to the plan won’t likely be made in the first enrollment cycle, which ends Jan. 30, Cavanaugh said. But by October, when employees enroll for benefits again, there may be changes to the affidavit, he said.

Between five and 10 people have enrolled in the plan already, Cavanaugh said, and more than 100 have attended orientations to learn about the benefits. UF officials anticipate that as many as 120 people will enroll in the plan, which will cost the university about $1 million a year.

Confidentiality is promised to UF employees enrolled in any health care plan, but Behnke said she had concerns about whether the affidavit might lead to discrimination if it ended up in the wrong hands. Pledging an active homosexual relationship, as the affidavit requires for gay couples, could potentially bar an individual from participation in organizations like the Boy Scouts or the military, Behnke said.

Wouldn’t want to protect children. No. Better to protect the “confidentiality” of sodomites. The objection isn’t over sodomy and what giving benefits to non-married ‘couples’ does to society. It’s over “privacy”.

Right.

That’s U of F: Never behind in the fight against marriage between a man and woman by granting benefits to sodomites and fornicators. No doubt others paved the way and U of F is just catching up. “It’s becoming the norm.” You know, keeping up with the mood of their people at taxpayer expense.

2 Chronicles 19:2 And Jehu the son of Hanani, the seer, went out to meet him, and said to king Jehoshaphat, Shouldest thou help the ungodly, and love them that hate Jehovah? Therefore is wrath upon thee from Jehovah.

IN the Name of Jesus Christ, Amen

The Hizbollah member who hijacked a TWA flight and shot and mutulated Robert Dean Stethem, the U.S. Navy diver in 1985 and left his body on the tarmac so disfigured that it had to be identified by fingerprints? The Germans let him (Mohammad Ali Hamadi ) go in exchange for one of their own supposed spies captured by the terrorists. Old news.

Turns out?

The German woman who was a German intelligence operative and convert to Islam says her captors were not criminals and some of the money paid by the German government for her release to the terrorists was found in her cloths after she was released.

excerpted from: Telegraph | News | Ransom ‘found on freed hostage’

The German magazine Focus said officials found several thousand dollars in the 43-year-old archaeologist’s clothes when she took a shower at the German embassy in Baghdad after being freed on December 18.

The serial numbers on the bills matched those used to pay off her kidnappers, the magazine said.

Some analysts speculated, however, that the money could have been planted on her or given to her by her kidnappers. Ms Osthoff was unavailable for comment.

Speculation about the circumstances of her kidnapping and release has been rife in the German media.

Two days after her release, Germany freed a Hizbollah member jailed for life in 1985 for the murder of an American navy diver. Berlin has denied a connection between the two events.

Ms Osthoff caused a stir when she said in an interview last month that she did not believe that her kidnappers were criminals.

Seems the Bush Administration isn’t the only one suffering from Stockholm syndrome as regards “Islam”. In a very great effort not to offend the Islamics, the Germans and Bush attempt to find a Secular answer for all things spiritual that only Christ Jesus can Speak.

No doubt every way imaginable but the Christian Way will be tried to kill or capture Osama bin Laden. That Secular: its got to prove itself worthy to be worshipped over and over while everyone in it dies.

2 Chronicles 19:2 And Jehu the son of Hanani, the seer, went out to meet him, and said to king Jehoshaphat, Shouldest thou help the ungodly, and love them that hate Jehovah? Therefore is wrath upon thee from Jehovah.

In the Name of Jesus Christ, Amen

The earth is darker when it’s wet. Perhaps wet things look heavy because I’ve worn wet clothes a time or two. Sticky. More. You, know?

I hear her say she can’t have children. She says that: ‘children’—not ‘the kids’ or ‘little ones’ (when she is being soft) or ‘rug-rats’ (when she is angry) like usual.

How she manages it I don’t know: there is no accusation in the tone, no fear. It (everything: the moment, the truth, us, how we relate it all to everything else) is simplicity awful in its absence of needing anything else to make me understand; in its proof that we really knew that the saying of things three and four times just to hear ourselves speak in the past has always been a pretense.

Because it is clear, I know she has already gone through it; is already old in it.

Hours? Days? She has no place to put it.

We had been talking about her new diet. I had said it was silly that she would actually say the sentence: “It’s not my week to have a sweet potato.” I had wondered how many times I would hear it again as if her proof she was sticking to the new diet; had found what she calls courage.

So now I’m wet. I know her moves, her moods. She didn’t say it to get even. It was just the right opening to get it out. Sweet potatoes.

I’ve been wet before. It’s heavy but it dries out.

Don’t turn left or right when you ought to go straight on.

“They said they can …try some things.” She closes the refrigerator door and stands there with her back to me.

I don’t say anything. Just stand here.

My Betty. She’s tough—got a hard mouth on her. She expects a lot and ‘ll tell you so in a minute. Her humor can be mean. But she doesn’t really mean anything by it. Everybody is a sinner from before, right? Everybody’s got history.

I always thought maybe….
Okay. I thought for sure. One day.
All those years I saved here and there, tucked a few things I heard away for my boy. Not be overbearing, just a nudge here and there; not raise him to be a fool like I was.

I just stand here.

The clock ticks off the seconds. I feel. She feels. We feel. It’s already too late but there seems something we ought to do. The air is still.

I know her. Beyond the emptiness and what we can’t hear through our child’s voice, she’s listening in advance to her mother; to her family talking to her; to my family talking to me.

Her sister’s got four kids. I come from a family of six. I’m the oldest. When she tells her mother, I know and she knows good and well her mother won’t even skip a beat and go right on with her stupid routine. Her saying nothing will be a loud and clear ‘I told you so’.

Her parents are of those that move quickly past bad news. “No point dwelling on what can’t be helped.” My family is the same. Betty is counting all the silences at Christmas and Easter and birthdays; how they will wonder why she stays away. They don’t understand the effect of what they say. She always tried to be happy for other people’s blessings and share in the joy. She just naturally assumed..

So did I.

Do the right thing.

But beyond the emotion is reality. She had an abortion years ago. She doesn’t know I know. She didn’t know what she was doing—it was way before we ever met. It wasn’t her fault. They talked her into being politically hip and killed a child to further their own agenda. She knows I’m against that kind of thing. As soon as I heard I decided to forget it right there. But it’s sticky. It is more than it first appears to be and it came right back. I don’t know how to get rid of it again. I love her more than I hate what happened, but I know she is afraid I’ll find out.

I guess I always thought, because of how she is, that if she knew I knew, she’d think I was stupid for loving her. What good is that whole conversation? To get tangled up in words no matter what is said –and with no resolution?

I haven’t thought of it in ages. I’m a shield against some invisibles. But I want to be a spear too. I want to protect her and kill the thing that hurts. She leans on me like I can stop it.

I purse my lips and rotate my watch around my wrist. It’s trimmed in shiny brass and leather. It’s a big gob of heavy duty she gave me last Christmas for the job. It’s got everything. Time. Date. Stop Watch. Some other stuff too I never use.

“My womb is dead.” She holds her hand over her stomach. “ I thought…” She starts to shake. I catch her before she falls.

We just sit down right here.

I have never heard sounds like this before. I never heard her say ‘womb’ before. The spirits in her aren’t the kind to say that. I knew there was more to her than just what she said. I knew it. I think that’s even like a rule and I’m the only one who knows: people are always more than what they say or show. I never heard anybody else say it and I never read it anywhere. It’s new knowledge shown to me.

My Betty. She’s beautiful when she cries—more so than at other times. Weird. I mean really real and beautiful. She’ll make a great mother. A perfect mother. She’ll worry and fuss like nobody’s business. I don’t care what other people say: I know she is moral. She stands for something good. She is good. –and she’d pass that on.

The wet with the nose and eyes and lips and hair thing. She looks at me and lets it all go. She knows I’m not leaving. She sees it in my eyes. I have the look of shields ( I hope) but I want to have the look of a successful kill. It is years too late. So she sees confusion too. I guess she takes it for lack of resolve and wonders if I know. Her voice changes as she sniffs.

“The Lowery’s are movin’ off—back to South Florida I think.”

I start to say something related to the Lowery’s or moving.

“The tomatoes are getting ripe. I heard they opened up the fields. We could pick our own for five dollars a five gallon bucket. I was thinking of canning some.”

She’s never canned anything in her life. She buys everything from a store. It’s a point of pride with her.

I say: Okay.

“Did you see my antler?”

I don’t know what to say: No.

She climbs up, pushes off me, goes to the closet and pulls out one deer antler. She points to the marks on the edges that are obvious chew marks of other animals. “A guy down at the library said the squirrels and possum’s, the little animals chew on the antlers deer drop off at the end of every year to get the minerals. See?”

There’s a place where the marrow is exposed with teeth marks around it. The exposed marrow looks like an empty network of small spaces that once would have held something the same color. One end of a point is chewed off and another is pretty chewed as well. The whole thing is heavy in my hand. Real.

“I found it while I was walking down by the bridge. It was just laying there just like this covered up in some leaves. It just seemed like something you would keep, you know?” She lays it on the coffee table. It rocks back and forth a bit. The curves are a good foundation for it to lie on its side, but the proportions are off balance enough so that it rocks for a while when you touch the top point. “I just thought people would feel smart looking at it. Like inside? The chew marks and all? There’s something very basic about it. Knobby, the color and streaks of bone, the chew marks—all that. It’s a kind of discarded holy thing little creatures were eating in secret.”

I smile and feel the edges of the teeth marks with my finger. You see how she is? No children–the Lowery’s—tomatoes—antler—holy secrets. It’s a strange kind of circle that goes around and around and always borders on spirituality.

It seems like we can’t get away from it.

******

She was going on about something. It wasn’t that I wasn’t paying attention. But it was the same old stuff in a circle and I saw it coming.

“Damn what a liar that spirit in you is!”

I had said it to myself so often about her speech I got used to it and forgot to be on guard against it. I didn’t even think about it. Then it was too late.

I know it’s true. Christ is in me and in my wife. We’re both born again and we both know words are spirit. But we grew up in the world like everybody else and they get us too with that blindness that comes from hearing them and having a history being deceived by them. It’s such a rare thing to say the truth of what is happening that when God does it through us, we’re almost deceived it’s us that wants to stop and speak the other way immediately; like something is Watching and we need permission. They make you think for a minute that it’s you who are leaving home and nobody will be able to understand you when you get back and that there is no where to go but back. They make you think it’s dangerous to even hear the truth much less say it yourself. And then when you do hear Truth again, you see what they’ve done to you all along.

But I didn’t know her back there or even now. In all those words and all those moves we never knew each other. I don’t want to go back at all. Somewhere, beyond the sex we know I’ll Know her. And that’s really the thing. That’s my part of things; how we’ll fix the whole situation.

She looks at me but doesn’t say anything. The moment passes.

Her mom calls again. This time I don’t care what her Mom says. Betty isn’t defending herself anymore. She just says “We’re really trying.” with that edge in her voice. Short conversation.

******

We turn our bed to watch the aurora at night when it comes. She brings wine sometimes. Sometimes I bring flowers.

“Do you ever think about Jesus when we make love?” It’s a new question for us.

“Sometimes.”

“Hmm. I never do.”

“What do you see?”

“You really want to know?”

“Yeah. Of course.”

“I see you naked, on top of me and I know that you really love me. But I get confused about what to think next. I think about what I think I’m supposed to think about—and I don’t know where to go or how to get there from here. It’s not the same thing as …climaxing. You know? It’s almost like a destination that’s not really related to the pleasure. I mean I guess it isn’t—maybe it should be? I don’t know about the other women. I just know me.”

“What other women?” That’s the thing about being married to one woman: all the other women think they are an authority on my marriage and they are always trying to squeeze in somehow through my wife.

“Oh, you know. Whatever the other women are feeling or doing when they conceive. I just don’t think about them. I want my own conception with you. As long as its real. I want to do what I’m supposed to do.”

See how my Betty is? She’s a beauty.

*********

So she says her womb is dead. They say her womb is dead. No way. She just needs some help knowing what her womb is. It isn’t the rub or the smooches or the rest. It’s beyond the sex we know, that’s all. It’s just me and her. The bible says Adam knew his wife. She only conceived when he knew her. It says too that God closes up some wombs and opens others. (The wombs that He opens always come with mouths that act like they did it on their own. And the wombs He closes always get kicked even more.) I just have to know her. That’s all there is to it.

*********

“The Lowery’s are movin’ off—back to South Florida I think.”

I start to say something related to what she said.

“The tomatoes are getting ripe. They’re opening up the fields. We can pick our own for five dollars a five gallon bucket. I was thinking of canning. With my new canner?”

She’s never canned anything in her life. She buys everything from a store. It’s a point of pride with her. I bought her a new canner since she mentioned it the first time. “Okay.”

“Did you see my antler?” She’s got it on the mantle now.

I don’t know what to say. “No.” Who can really say they’ve seen anything when they’ve seen it only once?

She points to the marks on the edges that are obvious chew marks of other animals. “The guy, down at the library? He said the squirrels and possum’s chew on the antlers deer drop off at the end of every year to get the minerals. They can’t get them anywhere else. See?”

The marrow is exposed with teeth marks around it. One end of the point is chewed off and another knob is pretty chewed as well. I pick it up. It is heavy in my hand. Real. Bone has its own feel and weight like nothing else.

“I found it while I was walking down by the bridge. It was just laying there covered up in some leaves. It seemed like something you would keep. Or that you should keep I guess.”

I put it down. She picks it up and holds it up to the light.

She lays it on the coffee table. “I just thought people would feel wise looking at it. The chew marks. There’s something very basic about it. Humble –the teeth marks and the marrow exposed and all. Knobby, the color and streaks of bone—all that. It’s a kind of discarded …holy.”

I smile and feel the edges of the teeth marks with my finger. You see how she is? The Lowery’s—tomatoes—antler—holy. It’s a strange kind of circle that goes around and around and always borders on ..something we can’t see.

**********

Something has gotten between us. I know what it is but I don’t want to say. Once I say it I can’t go back from it. I don’t know how she’s going to take it.

She speaks on in her circle. I speak on in mine. We take journeys in front of each other and go nowhere.

To say, “That spirit in you is a liar.” is a kind of catastrophe. But that’s where it is. The things she says aren’t her. Sweet potatoes? I’ve heard them and know all their moves and I still don’t know her. They can’t help us. So what good are they? They speak in themes, an abecedary of lies even in the middle of sex. And I still don’t know her. They say the things you’d expect to hear in the middle of pleasure given that you heard what other people do and say. They take stuff off the TV and the radio, mix them up and feed them back to me in unique ways through her like a goo. Honey, this. Baby, that. oh. yeah. I hear them. But I don’t believe them.

She doesn’t either. But she can’t stop saying them. If she heard what I thought and stayed the way she is, she just think I gave up my chances to get a better life in the heart she has in common with all the rest. She’d think it was beautiful, like she got lucky in the love she knows. She’d be hurt and confused when if I told her thoughts of what I do are lies. I love her. But not she love she knows.

The difference between us is that I know the words she says aren’t her. She thinks they are and if they don’t speak those lies she is being oppressed. She is in a prison that is her own vocabulary, thinks that she must speak and it never solves anything.

Hearing them is like watching an old kung-fu movie: fighting as dance moves. Every move is an emotional punch that’s all practiced and mapped out in advance where everyone hesitates just enough to make the guy whose gonna eventually lose catch up and make him think he’s winning. “When a person does that—you do this. My kung-fu is better than yours.” They are doing the legend of Dour Master through her. No-smile style. They make her like that about herself.

But they are not her.

Her mom called. I didn’t hear what she said, only my wife’s reply of “We’re doing what we can. We’re working at it.” in self-defense. She takes up for us both in her love.

*********

She was going on about something. It wasn’t that I wasn’t paying attention. But it was the same old stuff in a circle and I saw it coming.

“Damn what a liar those spirit in you are!”

I had said it to myself so often about her I got used to it and forgot to be on guard against it. I didn’t even think about it. Then it was too late.

I know it’s true. Christ is in me and in my wife. We’re both born again and we both know words are spirit. But we grew up in the world like everybody else and they get us too –always trying to remind us of our history rather than now and our future. It’s such a rare thing to say the truth of what is happening that when He does it through us we’re almost deceived it’s us that wants to stop and speak the other way immediately. They make you think for a minute that it’s you who are leaving home and nobody will be able to understand you when you get back. They make you think it’s dangerous to even hear the truth much less say it yourself. It’s why people find themselves whispering to each other and don’t know why.

I didn’t know her back there –or now. Knowing a lot about her isn’t the same. Knowing what she isn’t is not the same. In all those words and all those moves we never know each other. I don’t want to go back at all. To hell with Dour Master. Somewhere, beyond the sex we know in Dour Masters domain, I’ll know her somewhere else. And that’s really the thing. That’s more important than the children — because I think the children are a result of that and it is larger than just babies. It’s what we’re really doing here. It’s why we fight against anybody who tries to stop us even though we can’t say what it is.

She looks at me but doesn’t say anything. She grins.

Her mom calls again. This time I don’t care what her Mom says. Betty isn’t defending herself anymore. She just says “We’re still trying.” with that edge I her voice. Short conversation. Again.

*********

We turn our bed to watch the aurora at night. She brings wine sometimes. I try to bring flowers.

“Do you ever think about Christ when we make love?”

“Sometimes.”

“Hmm. I never do.”

“What do you see?”

“You really want to know?”

“Yeah. I think it’s important.”

“I see you naked, on top of me and I know that you really love me. But I get confused about what to think next. I think about what I think I’m supposed to think about—and I don’t know where to go or how to get there from here. It’s not the same thing as …having an orgasm. You know? It’s almost like a destination that’s not really related to the pleasure. I mean I guess it isn’t—maybe it should be? I don’t know about the other women. I just know me.”

“What other women?”

“Oh, you know. Whatever the other women are feeling or doing when they conceive. I just don’t think about them. I want my own conception with you.”

See how my Betty is? She’s a beauty. She’s different that way and yet the same enough that I know she is real.

The aurora dances over the night sky in all its greens and reds. They say it’s magnetic. All I know is that it keeps coming back. I can’t remember what it was like last time other than the movement of the colors; couldn’t tell you if it was a bit to the left or right of where it appeared before. I suppose it to be the same because it has the name; we intuit and everybody else is looking at it too like its no new thing.

All the details go around and here we are again with technically perfect explanations of how and why and unable to really say anything that works. We just lay here and watch it in each others arms, caught in the repetition.

We notice everything – everything, and go around again. Sometimes we keep it to ourselves and sometimes He says it through us.

We wait outside of it; underneath it all for some.. result. We watch until something comes that has nothing to do with all we see and know, something that has nothing to do with our history.

That must be what children are: so unique, so unsayable that we can’t do it until they are here and we have already done it. We see other people doing it. They are never just more of the same.

Children are the thing we do: me and my Betty and God. We didn’t get wet for nothing. We just have to wait.

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John 2:1-10And the third day there was a marriage in Cana of Galilee; and the mother of Jesus was there: And both Jesus was called, and his disciples, to the marriage. And when they wanted wine, the mother of Jesus saith unto him, They have no wine. Jesus saith unto her, Woman, what have I to do with thee? mine hour is not yet come. His mother saith unto the servants, Whatsoever he saith unto you, do it. And there were set there six waterpots of stone, after the manner of the purifying of the Jews, containing two or three firkins apiece. Jesus saith unto them, Fill the waterpots with water. And they filled them up to the brim. And he saith unto them, Draw out now, and bear unto the governor of the feast. And they bare it. When the ruler of the feast had tasted the water that was made wine, and knew not whence it was: (but the servants which drew the water knew;) the governor of the feast called the bridegroom, And saith unto him, Every man at the beginning doth set forth good wine; and when men have well drunk, then that which is worse: but thou hast kept the good wine until now.

In the Name of Jesus Christ, Amen

First Africans celebrated Voodoo day.

Peru advertises itself on TV with a spiritualistic/demonic mix of Roman Catholicism and old, local demonics as if watching the locals do demonic possession and superstition should genuinely seem inviting to any as a spectator sport.

Now, elsewhere in South America: anti-Christ asked and granted his own request through his deceived ones: more demons and witchcraft in Bolivia as politics and as their government.

The Leftists everywhere can only celebrate as another supposed ‘culture’ supposedly adds emotional opportunity/’more’ ‘free’ will to the pot of anti-Christ’s alternate literal of civilization.

excerpted from:

CBS News | Morales to Seek Blessing From Andean Gods

(AP) In the ancient temple of a lost civilization far from the capital, Evo Morales will ask Andean gods for help and guidance Saturday on the eve of his inauguration as Bolivia’s first Indian president.

Tens of thousands of people are expected to converge on the archaeological remains of the Tiawanacu civilization that flourished around 5,000 B.C. near the shores of Lake Titicaca, 40 miles outside of La Paz.

There, Morales, a U.S. critic who won by a landslide on a leftist platform, will be blessed by Indian priests who consider themselves inheritors of this pre-Incan culture, which had no written language and disappeared mysteriously.

Morales will walk onto the Akapana pyramid, put on a red tunic with gold and black detail, and accept a baton from the priests that symbolizes his Indian leadership. Morales will then walk alone and barefoot into the Kalasasaya temple before emerging to greet the crowd.

Then it will be party time in the city of Tiawanacu, which prepared a cake, made from the local grain quinoa, large enough to feed 40,000 people. The decoration features Morales’ face and the sacred Andean peak Illimani.

Back in La Paz, where dozens of presidents and dignitaries are expected to witness Sunday’s inauguration, the highway leading from the airport has swarmed with workers hanging Bolivian flags, filling potholes, covering graffiti and repainting lanes. Some 10,000 volunteers joined a downtown cleanup.

During the official inauguration, Morales will follow a more modern tradition. He will be saluted with full military honors outside the Congress, and draped with the bejeweled medals worn by all presidents.

But the former coca growers’ union leader arranged his own touch: Along with 8,000 police guarding the streets will be crowds of miners volunteering additional protection to Morales in a gesture of solidarity.

In another proletarian touch, Morales _ who will be surrounded by dignitaries and heads of state dressed in suits and ties _ plans to wear something more casual, although details have not been revealed.

Bolivians are sliding back into the dark ages of as anti-Christ them grasps onto the demons of Marxism with the right hand and the demons of blood sacrifice with the left. South America is on the verge of being another Africa/Middle East/Balkans.

Psalm 115:4-8 Their idols are silver and gold, the work of men’s hands: They have a mouth, and they speak not; eyes have they, and they see not; They have ears, and they hear not; a nose have they, and they smell not; They have hands, and they handle not; feet have they, and they walk not; they give no sound through their throat. They that make them are like unto them, –every one that confideth in them.

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2 Peter 2:22 But that word of the true proverb has happened to them: The dog has turned back to his own vomit; and, The washed sow to her rolling in mud.

In the Name of Jesus Christ, Amen

God does as God will do through whomever He will do it.

God works through new creations in Jesus Christ and the non-regenerate.

Regarding God’s works through non-regenerate as rain on the unjust:

The non-regenerate think they did it themselves. Because they are deceived all men have free will, they genuinely are deceived that they have used their will in some way that has provided a benefit to themselves and others. Other non-regenerate souls go to those who are deceived that they used their will ‘properly’ per some ’stimulus’ and want to learn how to use their will in such way as benefits themselves and others ‘too’ when faced with that same ’stimulus’.

Thus, the non-regenerate notion of ‘education’ is born as a lie of anti-Christ: that ‘thing’/organ that disperses the ‘how-to’ of ‘how’ to use the ‘free’ will properly/’the-smart-way’. Thus also is born anti-Christ’s alternate literal of ‘power’: those who teach and those who ‘figure out’ new ways to ‘use the will’ –those who define the new ’smarts’.

Thus, they lead as many as possible down a maze of ‘choice’ that supposedly is mandated ‘because’ the will is supposedly ‘free’. But there is no free will and the only thing the lie of ‘choice’ has ever done is instill hesitation as the supposed ultimate smart as it supposedly demonstrates the freedom of the will over and over in “analysis”. Both “conservatives” and “liberals” are taken in that snare. The “liberals” are deceived that “more choice” means “more freedom” so “more choice” is their whole foundation of law. The “conservatives” are deceived that choice is the foundation of law as well, only that some particulars within ‘choice’ (which appear to them to be very real) result in the destruction of the whole people and so think to discriminate between “choice(s)” as if they actually existed. To which their same speech (non-creating speech) through the liberals reply: “You idiot. You’re using choice against itself. We need more choice –not less! What good is the free will if it isn’t used in every area that comes to mind?!”

Those who are not born again in Jesus Christ are completely filled with anti-Christ as their only speech. Because anti-Christ is their only speech and cannot create anything, God calls them wicked and liars.

Psalm 58:3-6 The wicked go astray from the womb; they err as soon as they are born, speaking lies. Their poison is like the poison of a serpent: they are like the deaf adder which stoppeth her ear; Which doth not hearken to the voice of enchanters, of one charming ever so wisely. O God, break their teeth in their mouth; break out the great teeth of the young lions, O Jehovah.

Genesis 8:21 And Jehovah smelled the sweet odour. And Jehovah said in his heart, I will no more henceforth curse the ground on account of Man, for the thought of Man’s heart is evil from his youth; and I will no more smite every living thing, as I have done.

Because anti-Christ can create nothing and he is the only speech of fallen man, they have a speech and agenda of non-creation. All their supposed ‘logic’ as to how reality works, what reality is, is a lie built on what they suppose but never notice they suppose as the non-interference principle of all speech. They are deceived only one speech exists in total reality: non-creating speech which is their mind as well. They simply do not possess the being or Word of God to understand reality and yet are completely deceived that they do. Those that cannot hear God are very “sure” of their/anti-Christ’s version of reality.

Thus, their educational system reflects that: everything is ‘training’/how-to-use-the-will-when-faced-with-situation-a-b-c. Their whole life is spent trying to enhance and expand ‘choice’ as if it actually existed. The tyranny they spread is their education/speech as “use the choice and find more”. It is the hesitation.

Habbakuk 2:13-13 Behold, is it not of Jehovah of hosts that the peoples labour for the fire, and the nations weary themselves in vain? For the earth shall be filled with the knowledge of the glory of Jehovah as the waters cover the sea. Woe unto him that giveth his neighbour drink, –that pourest out thy flask, and makest him drunken also, that thou mayest look on their nakedness! Thou art filled with shame instead of glory; drink thou also, and let thy foreskin be uncovered: the cup of Jehovah’s right hand shall be turned unto thee, and a shameful spewing shall be on thy glory.

Because reality is not as they suppose and there is no free will, they are not only taken in an evil time but in ignorance both of the time and that they are in every way defenseless against anything, even each other.

The same events happen to all. Yet not all are overthrown by the event. How you arrive at the event and what you are (new creation in Jesus Christ versus anything else) determines what happens to you at the pre-determined event. Witness these brothers in Christ Jesus, brothers in that they had the Word of God living in them as He does in us and through whom God refused to bow down to the anti-Christ and Satan set up as an idol. It is expressly a fight over Speech and between the two speaks.

Daniel 3:1-30 Nebuchadnezzar the king made an image of gold, whose height was sixty cubits, and its breadth six cubits; he set it up in the plain of Dura, in the province of Babylon. And Nebuchadnezzar the king sent to gather together the satraps, the prefects, and the governors, the judges, the treasurers, the counsellors, the justices, and all the rulers of the provinces, to come to the dedication of the image that Nebuchadnezzar the king had set up. Then the satraps, the prefects, and the governors, the judges, the treasurers, the counsellors, the justices, and all the rulers of the provinces, were gathered together unto the dedication of the image that Nebuchadnezzar the king had set up; and they stood before the image that Nebuchadnezzar had set up. And the herald cried aloud, To you it is commanded, O peoples, nations, and languages, that at what time ye hear the sound of the cornet, pipe, lute, sambuca, psaltery, bagpipe, and all kinds of music, ye fall down and worship the golden image that Nebuchadnezzar the king hath set up; and whosoever doth not fall down and worship shall that same hour be cast into the midst of a burning fiery furnace. Therefore at that time when all the peoples heard the sound of the cornet, pipe, lute, sambuca, psaltery, and all kinds of music, all the peoples, the nations, and the languages fell down and worshipped the golden image that Nebuchadnezzar the king had set up. Whereupon at that time certain Chaldeans came near, and accused the Jews. They spoke and said to the king Nebuchadnezzar, O king, live for ever! Thou, O king, hast made a decree, that every man that shall hear the sound of the cornet, pipe, lute, sambuca, psaltery, and bagpipe, and all kinds of music, shall fall down and worship the golden image; and that whosoever doth not fall down and worship, shall be cast into the midst of a burning fiery furnace. There are certain Jews whom thou hast appointed over the administration of the province of Babylon: Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego: these men, O king, regard thee not; they serve not thy gods, nor worship the golden image that thou hast set up. Then Nebuchadnezzar in rage and fury commanded to bring Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego. Then were these men brought before the king. Nebuchadnezzar spoke and said unto them, Is it of purpose, Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego, that ye serve not my god, nor worship the golden image that I have set up? Now if ye be ready at the time that ye hear the sound of the cornet, pipe, lute, sambuca, psaltery, and bagpipe, and all kinds of music, to fall down and worship the image that I have made, well : but if ye worship not, ye shall be cast that same hour into the midst of a burning fiery furnace: and who is the God that shall deliver you out of my hands? Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego answered and said to the king, O Nebuchadnezzar, we have no need to answer thee in this matter. If it be so , our God whom we serve is able to deliver us from the burning fiery furnace, and he will deliver us out of thy hand, O king. But if not, be it known unto thee, O king, that we will not serve thy gods, nor worship the golden image that thou hast set up. Then was Nebuchadnezzar full of fury, and the form of his visage was changed against Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego. He spoke, and commanded that they should heat the furnace seven times more than it was wont to be heated. And he commanded the most mighty men that were in his army to bind Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego, and cast them into the burning fiery furnace. Then these men were bound in their hosen, their tunics, and their cloaks, and their garments, and were cast into the midst of the burning fiery furnace. Forasmuch as the king’s commandment was rigorous, and the furnace exceeding hot, the flame of the fire slew those men that had taken up Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego. And these three men, Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego, fell down bound into the midst of the burning fiery furnace. Then Nebuchadnezzar the king was astonied, and rose up in haste; he spoke and said unto his counsellors, Did not we cast three men bound into the midst of the fire? They answered and said to the king, True, O king. He answered and said, Lo, I see four men loose, walking in the midst of the fire, and they have no hurt; and the appearance of the fourth is like a son of God. Then Nebuchadnezzar came near to the opening of the burning fiery furnace; he spoke and said, Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego, ye servants of the Most High God, come forth, and come hither . Then Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego came forth from the midst of the fire. And the satraps, the prefects, and the governors, and the king’s counsellors, being gathered together, saw these men, upon whose bodies the fire had had no power, nor was the hair of their head singed, neither were their hosen changed, nor had the smell of fire passed on them. Nebuchadnezzar spoke and said, Blessed be the God of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego, who hath sent his angel, and delivered his servants who trusted in him, and who changed the king’s word, and yielded their bodies, that they might not serve nor worship any god, except their own God! Therefore I make a decree, that in every people, nation, and language, he who shall speak anything amiss against the God of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego, shall be cut in pieces, and his house shall be made a dunghill: because there is no other God that is able to deliver after this sort. Then the king promoted Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego in the province of Babylon.

We see several things from the above spirit and life as the Word of God: no amount of training around fire with all their ‘science’ or ‘craft’ was able to save those who threw our brothers in Christ into the fire. Yet the fire was to them baptism, while to those who threw them in it was death. One event happened to both: fire. Yet two different results. As well we see that the only understanding the king himself had was that they had done this “on purpose” (as a supposed act of their supposed ‘free’ will) and the sole foundation of his anger was that they were ‘testing’ their will against his own –after he had been told that the whole earth were placed under him and that his word was law. Nebucahnezzar really was deceived that only one speech exsits in total reality and they ’struggled over wills’ within ‘it’.

Ecclesiates 9:1-3 For all this I laid to my heart and indeed to investigate all this, that the righteous, and the wise, and their works, are in the hand of God; man knoweth neither love nor hatred: all is before them. All things come alike to all: one event to the righteous and to the wicked, to the good, and to the clean, and to the unclean, to him that sacrificeth and to him that sacrificeth not: as is the good, so is the sinner; he that sweareth, as he that feareth an oath. This is an evil among all that is done under the sun, that one thing befalleth all: yea, also the heart of the children of men is full of evil, and madness is in their heart while they live; and after that, they have to go to the dead.

The same event comes to the sinner and the new creation in Jesus Christ. No amount of training, of supposed practice to do what is ‘proper’ with the will saves either. Only Christ in us saves us, both from fire and water and from all else, even death and even the wrath of God, because God loves us and is in us to withstand the flames He created as the event.

It is an arrogance in today’s U.S. military establishment to rely on ‘training’ such that minus ‘the training’ none are deemed capable or worthy of performance. ‘Training’ is seen as such a panacea to all ills that now, even the Iraqi’s are driven under the lie of ‘training’ as a supposed definition of nation-hood that can stand on its own in every walk of life.

It is not ‘training’ the Muslims need (or American non-generate need). It is new birth in Jesus Christ. It is a complete and total end of the lie of Islam forever; for all those suffering under the lie that “Islam” is a ‘faith’. It has never been anything but a lie. Mohammed was at best a pedophile Stalin, now worshipped as “the great leader” under the phrase “the prophet” who was deceived by Satan disguised as an angel of light. To this hour his followers are deceived because they are not new creations in Jesus Christ, not because they “make bad intellectual choices” in non-creating speech. They have no mind or being to understand God, just as we had no mind or being to understand God and even the small part of total reality we see.

Ephesians 2:1-10 and *you*, being dead in your offences and sins– in which ye once walked according to the age of this world, according to the ruler of the authority of the air, the spirit who now works in the sons of disobedience: among whom *we* also all once had our conversation in the lusts of our flesh, doing what the flesh and the thoughts willed to do, and were children, by nature, of wrath, even as the rest: but God, being rich in mercy, because of his great love wherewith he loved us, (we too being dead in offences,) has quickened us with the Christ, (ye are saved by grace,) and has raised us up together, and has made us sit down together in the heavenlies in Christ Jesus, that he might display in the coming ages the surpassing riches of his grace in kindness towards us in Christ Jesus. For ye are saved by grace, through faith; and this not of yourselves; it is God’s gift: not on the principle of works, that no one might boast. For we are his workmanship, having been created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God has before prepared that we should walk in them.

God through us will deliver the oppressed from their oppressor and from the oppression: Islam and all lies of non-creating speech/anti-Christ. “Training” will not solve that problem. God as Word is the only solution to the only oppression: Satan and anti-Christ as the mind of the people. The non-creating speech is death, no matter how it smiles or is proud of itself in the non-regenerate or tries to pass itself off as false Christianity.

Hebrews 4:12,13 For the word of God is living and operative, and sharper than any two-edged sword, and penetrating to the division of soul and spirit, both of joints and marrow, and a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart. And there is not a creature unapparent before him; but all things are naked and laid bare to his eyes, with whom we have to do.

It is a sweet thought for a child to think that holiness is only had in the desert by oneself; in a cave or wilderness retreat; particularly in non-confrontation and non-violence.

1 Corinthians 13:11 When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I felt as a child, I reasoned as a child; when I became a man, I had done with what belonged to the child.

For God as a divine command says:

Luke 22:35-38 And he said to them, When I sent you without purse and scrip and sandals, did ye lack anything? And they said, Nothing. He said therefore to them, But now he that has a purse let him take it , in like manner also a scrip, and he that has none let him sell his garment and buy a sword; for I say unto you, that this that is written must yet be accomplished in me, And he was reckoned with the lawless: for also the things concerning me have an end. And they said, Lord, behold here are two swords. And he said to them, It is enough.

• He gives a divine command to buy weapons
• He gives no command to not use them in self-defense
• They already had two swords and God did not in any way say: “You’ve got weapons?! That’s against everything I stand for! Get rid of them!”

God is not the pacifists Satan tries so desperately to deceive all that He is so that Satan may kill Christians with impunity and in perfect safety.

Psalm 139:23,24 Search me, O *God, and know my heart; prove me, and know my thoughts; And see if there be any grievous way in me; and lead me in the way everlasting.

1 John 4:17 Herein has love been perfected with us that we may have boldness in the day of judgment, that even as *he* is, *we* also are in this world.

Who is ‘we’? All real, literal new creations in Jesus Christ.

2 Corinthians 5:16 So that *we* henceforth know no one according to flesh; but if even we have known Christ according to flesh, yet now we know him thus no longer. So if any one be in Christ, there is a new creation; the old things have passed away; behold all things have become new: and all things are of the God who has reconciled us to himself by Jesus Christ, and given to us the ministry of that reconciliation:

In the Name of Jesus Christ, Amen

Like the gulag prisoners writing to Stalin for justice, when he was the one who had sent them there, the Bush administration appeals to the Court for justice, when the Supreme Court has been the number one instrument for the free will lie in the whole of the United States of America. What did he think they would say? It would go against their whole ‘understanding’ of reality (as well as against their ‘evolving understanding of the ‘living and growing’ Constituion’) to not let ‘those who ‘freely’ choose to do so’ kill themselves and with help from others who are deceived that the ‘proper use’ of their ‘own free will’ is to kill others.

The tryranny of anti-Christ not only continues but tightens its grip on all those over whom he has given dominion. –supposedly you. This ruling is supposedly a ‘win’ ‘for choice’.

You know: you supposedly have free will and if you are ‘prevented’ from ‘using it’ the way you want to, you have no ‘quality of life’, are under ‘tyranny’ and are as good as ‘brain dead’/dead-to-all-future-”emotional-opportunity”. Thus, everything from euthanasia of the ill, aged, and unborn to sodomy is not only excused but praised as ‘more’ ‘free’ will added to the supposed already large pie that is the supposed exclusive definition of ‘civilization’.

excerpted from Washington Post article: Supreme Court Upholds Oregon Suicide Law

WASHINGTON — The Supreme Court upheld Oregon’s one-of-a-kind physician-assisted suicide law Tuesday, rejecting a Bush administration attempt to punish doctors who help terminally ill patients die.

Justices, on a 6-3 vote, said that a federal drug law does not override the 1997 Oregon law used to end the lives of more than 200 seriously ill people. New Chief Justice John Roberts backed the Bush administration, dissenting for the first time.

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The ruling was a reprimand to former Attorney General John Ashcroft, who in 2001 said that doctor-assisted suicide is not a “legitimate medical purpose” and that Oregon physicians would be punished for helping people die under the law.

Kennedy said the “authority claimed by the attorney general is both beyond his expertise and incongruous with the statutory purposes and design.”

Justice Antonin Scalia, writing for himself, Roberts and Justice Clarence Thomas, said that federal officials have the power to regulate the doling out of medicine.

“If the term `legitimate medical purpose’ has any meaning, it surely excludes the prescription of drugs to produce death,” he wrote.

Scalia said the court’s ruling “is perhaps driven by a feeling that the subject of assisted suicide is none of the federal government’s business. It is easy to sympathize with that position.”

Oregon’s law covers only extremely sick people _ those with incurable diseases and who are of sound mind, and after at least two doctors agree they have six months or less to live.

“For Oregon’s physicians and pharmacists, as well as patients and their families, today’s ruling confirms that Oregon’s law is valid and that they can act under it without fear of federal sanctions,” state Solicitor General Mary Williams said.

excerpted from the Financial Times:

In a stinging rebuke to the Bush administration, the US Supreme Court on Tuesday ruled that the US attorney-general cannot use federal drug laws to try to stop the right-to-die movement.

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In Oregon now, the Cannibal of Rothenburg would be a celebrity, pushing back the walls of tyranny against ‘more’ ‘choice’. Thus is derived the phrase of anti-Christ, “Being a “criminal” or “innocent” is just a matter of timing.”

Anti-Christ deceives them they have free will and must at all cost ‘use it’. The last act of the supposed ‘free’ willed soul? Kill themselves to supposedly escape the no-choice scenario, the consequences of their ‘other choices’ or the ‘choices’ of those who oppose their particualr ‘use’ of ‘it’.

The free will lie as a worship of non-creating speech always starts out as ‘more freedom’ and always ends in death; both killed by those deceive they had to kill to ‘protect’ their free will and those who want to die because they supposedly ‘don’t have any left’.

They have all quite forgotten that Life is the Relentless One and death a temporary trespasser in a creation it didn’t create and can’t give back what it wrongly takes from God.

1 Samuel 15:22,23 And Samuel said, Has Jehovah delight in burnt-offerings and sacrifices, As in hearkening to the voice of Jehovah? Behold, obedience is better than sacrifice, Attention than the fat of rams. For rebellion is as the sin of divination, And selfwill is as iniquity and idolatry. Because thou hast rejected the word of Jehovah, He hath also rejected thee from being king.

Isaiah 49:26 And I will feed them that oppress thee with their own flesh; and they shall be drunken with their own blood, as with new wine. And all flesh shall know that I, Jehovah, am thy Saviour and thy Redeemer, the Mighty One of Jacob.

In the Name of Jesus Christ, Amen

1. hold up true Christianity to be in lock step with all which validates and promotes the free will of man as if the lie of free will were not a lie

2. present the purpose of film (i.e. ‘what a movie is’ and ‘what television is’) as a device to validate and enhance the free will of man and as emotional training wheels for all things pro-free will through various ‘emergency’ techniques: someone is trying to ‘take away’ some ‘free’ will and others are trying to ‘give it away’ to those ‘less fortunate’ than themselves

3. attack Christ Jesus and Christians as those who, with their ‘free’ will and ‘on purpose’ repress what it truly is to be free and to have unrestrained realization of every emotional ‘opportuntiy’: portray the only real crime as ‘crimes against the idea of free will’

4. present total reality as within the grasp of the ‘free’ will of man and ‘morality’ as an unjust restraint

5. present all protagonist as yearning and striving for ‘more’ ‘free’ will and all antagonist as ‘repressing’ the ‘free’ will of others –’on purpose’. Be the mouthpiece of the lastest psychological/witchcraft lies as if they were not lies: portray all characters as if all human beings had ‘issues’ only definable by psychologist and that psychology is the real insight into the universe, not God and certainly not Jesus Christ: portray all psychology as ’scholarship’ and those who say the witchcraft of psychology as ‘really smart people’; portray those who are ‘really honest’ as those who ‘admit’ the psycholgist are gods-of-insight.

6. When portraying Satan, anti-Christ, demons, angels — anything at all to do with the Holy Scriptures, present satan as the archtypical emotional negative that is trying to ‘take away “our” free will’; present God’s Word as not-God’s-Word and certainly as non-binding, not in touch with modern wit and sensibilties and yet written in the same language as “we” all have: non-creating speech

7. write and speak as if only non-creating speech exists in total reality and all that can be felt, heard and understood must be encapsulated within it: yet yearn to be ‘free’ from hidden constraints that the other guy, gal or group is ‘responsible’ for : call such yearning “art” and portray supposed actual escapes from the unjust prison and persons: keep the lie of free will uppermost as if a ‘logical’ imperative of life by saying in the supposed one speech in total reality: “If I don’t free will, what’s the point in saying it? Ha ha ha ha…”

8. always portray another human being as the enemy and if Satan is portrayed as an enemy, portray the ‘free’ will of man as the determining factor in any ‘war against’ Satan. Always have as the foremost message: Choose! Choose! Choose! . Portray as tyranny and unjust force by the bad guy, gal or group all that results in the line “You’ve got no choice.”

9. Portray all evil strictly as emotional negative and all good strictly as emotional positive. Thus take advantage of apostate preachers who will praise your film as a ‘breakthrough’

10. When critiquing a film, always speak as if only one speech exists in total reality, that speech is non-creating and ‘morality’ is simply rules that promote peace between,and physical wealth of human beings if they would only ‘choose to do them’.

11. always support ‘the industry’ as a supposed pillar of freedom of will with a lighthouse on top burning in a dark place, knowing that the general lie in the overall society to which you speak supports your lies: take advantage of them for cash flow while making fun of them for being so ’stupid’ for not being you

12. Occassionally have press opportunites in which you wonder out loud if you have ‘gone to far’ outside the bounds of your self-defined ‘morality’. “Intellectually choose” that you did not and that if you have caused an emotional negative to someone else, blame them –they supposedly could have ‘chosen’ to watch something different.

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Matthew 15:18-20 but the things which go forth out of the mouth come out of the heart, and those defile man. For out of the heart come forth evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witnessings, blasphemies; these are the things which defile man; but the eating with unwashen hands does not defile man.

In the Name of Jesus Christ, Amen

Gensis 1:11 And God said, Let the earth cause grass to spring up, herb producing seed, fruit-trees yielding fruit after their kind, the seed of which is in them, on the earth. And it was so.

Last night at the Golden Globe ‘awards’, ubtitles of Truth would have read:

“And the award for the one who most boldly spits in the face of Jesus Christ issss…

..everyone here! We’ll call it a shared award. So many of us tonight are deserving, we’re just going to hand out lapel pins instead. The ushers will be passing them out in a kind of reverse collection plate as we protest the totalitarian, racists and hate filled policies of the world wide body of Christ! Tonight we take back all ever gave to them!” (loud whistles and thuderous applause, standing ovation as everyone buttons on their award..)

..at the Golden Globe awards.

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The Oscars should just do away with Oscar; Golden Globe should do away with the globe. All the various awards should do away with pieces of glass and variously shaped gold or silver colored objects and give out medals like the military. They would wear the medals on their evening gowns and tuxedos like the true soldiers they are in the army of Satan.

Hollywood has offically gone morally bankrupt. But hey, they just want everyone to “love” everyone else and can do no other than their alternate literal of ‘love’ while crying “God is Love! Remember?” as anti-Christ does it through them than lie, be perverted and twist anything and everything they can to present more sodomy as ‘good’, torture as entertainment, lies against America as entertainment, divorce as recreation and unavoidable, adultery and fornication as the normal mode of life and Israel the repressive and totalitarian ‘occupier’ of Israel for at least $7.50 a pop, not including popcorn and a drink. oh. –and the chance to meet the ’stars’ who play the parts if your ticket is the right number –if you can catch them between anti-Christian protest and making more smut.

Anti-Christ through the depraved raved about each others ‘work’ as they handed out gold colored globes to each other for so doing. Really, they would be more honest if they admitted it was an army of Satan. At least that way, instead of saying “producer”, they could say “Lt. Col.” and instead of saying “actor” or “actress” they could just say “sgt.”. There is rank, upward mobility, command structure, etc.. Why not admit it?

The Globe and Mail: Golden Globe award winners put independent cinema on the map

Going into the evening, Brokeback Mountain was the favourite, scooping a total of seven Golden Globe nominations, including best film and best actor for Mr. Ledger.

It won best screenplay, for Larry McMurtry and Diana Ossana

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Palestine’s Paradise Now was chosen best foreign-language film, while John Williams won best original score for Memoirs of a Geisha.

And yet no matter how hard they try, their subtle version of Dean’s scream for their particulars isn’t convincing even as they worship the emotional economy of Satan and think themselves masters of it through sacrifice, sheer determination and hard work.

Quotes:

“I know everyone thinks they have the best cast but I … just get to go work with such great actors who are so talented … who are so wonderful and kind and good and wonderful and sexy and great and I just want to make out with all of you.” Mary-Louise Parker, TV comedy actress winner for “Weeds.”

“This is early, I haven’t had a drink yet.” George Clooney, taking the night’s first award as supporting actor for “Syriana.”

“I’m not single. We’re trying to work our marriage out.” Hilary Swank, recently separated from husband Chad Lowe, in an E! interview on the red carpet.

“We are stunned in thanks to the Hollywood Foreign Press.” James Schamus, producer of best dramatic film winner “Brokeback Mountain.”

Brokeback Mountain , a sodomy propaganda film and “Paradise Now”, a film that makes Israel the bad guy once again and the ‘oppressor’ of those ‘gody’, lowly and humble Palestinians, as well as “Syriana”, yet another socialist take on the mean ‘ol U.S. of A. are the usual stable of Hollywood horses out to win a race for anti-Christ: all the protagonist saying words supposedly indicative of their superior emotional wisdom (that they ‘learn’ during the action, starting out as innocent babes who learn the dark truth) and all the antagonists being big meanies who are supposed emotional imbeciles. The films as a whole are an attempt to place emotional training wheels on the uninformed and simple, making their minds and hearts the hopeful chariot that is being pulled in the race; at best making the very plain statements that certainty in Christ is functional insanity as God rules out as prohibiting what they not only love but promote as best they may while certainty in sodomy, lies and wickedness is presented as the very paragon and apex of the only supposed godliness.

What new birth in Jesus Christ? What Word of God.

What can we expect next?

A spat of “Christian-esque” films that are not Christian at all, but done badly enough to be a hopeful slander (such as the “Left Behind” series) against not only the Truth but the Truth’s movie making as if a direct slap at true Christianity; old stand-bys remade to be more debauched than the originals and anything that is Truth presented as a maze of symbols so that not one out of ten thousand would remotely understand any truth in it while sodomy, socialism, out right commnism and terrorism are portrayed as heroic and morally equivlent to truth.

You know. Satan’s version of “give the people what they want.”

God Speaks and saves men by recreating them as new creations in Jesus Christ. Satan through Hollywood seeks to kill souls by lying that no salvation is necessary and the human heart as it is is all there is in total reality and is being ‘repressed’ by all this ‘talk about’ “new birth” and a “Jesus Christ” that ‘executes judgment’ on those who do not hear Him as a different ‘Word’ than the non-creating speech they grew up in.

The kindest thing to be said about Hollywood is that they are led by false prophets they are deceived are true: the Joel Olsteens, the Popes, the Robert Shulers, the Billy Grahams , the Ron Hubbards, the dollar, –the prognostigators of “choose Jesus”. They are victims of an ancennt and multi-generational lie that hides behind the deceptions of their parents and friends such that they take it as foundational truth and an uncompromised lens on reality. They are the fruit of the seed anti-Christ planted in Eve and only say what they have been taught to say in the only speech they have ever had: anti-Christ.

That doesn’t excuse them.

Zec 11:8 And I destroyed three shepherds in one month; and my soul was vexed with them, and their soul also loathed me.

In the Name of Jesus Christ, Amen

Anti-Christ: So what if a Christian is tempted by the way of life of Islamics? All the better.

As a Muslim I believe it to be a human right if a woman does not want to be single and does not have an opportunity to get married, but agrees to become a second or a third wife, than the state has no right to deprive her of that. Today the state gives a woman the right to be a mistress deprived of rights. She can claim neither property nor support to her children born in civil marriage. But as a spouse her rights are limited. I do not think it reasonable. On the contrary, it would be more reasonable to allow people make the choice of their own.

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(Interviewer) Don’t you think that an Orthodox Christian not so strong in spirit may be tempted to take the second wife? Should we legally provoke people to do this?

- Suppose an Orthodox Christian would like to ‘go astray’? All the more so, the law would allow for it to happen. Or else, a law prohibiting adultery should be passed.

I think that the Russian state, being a secular one, has no right to impose religious prejudices of this or that confession to its citizens. People should not feel hurt in their rights. Suppose a Muslim, or a communist, or just a Russian patriot would want to take four or five wives and live with them so that he can have twenty-five children. Why deprive him of the opportunity? The more so as the state cannot provide the country with the population at the moment.

Those who are afraid of demographic burst among the Muslim population are against the introduction of polygamy. However, if we begin to count people in our country and say that there are more Russians, or less Russians among them now, it will be - excuse me - racism. The state should not take the liberty of doing this. These maters should be forbidden to discuss, as they are fascist by their nature.

So: according to anti-Christ polygamy is about a woman’s ‘right’ to be a second, third or fourth wife of a man. If a Christian man is tempted, he can just marry the woman –just like the pagans do. What’s the problem?

The Eastern Orthodox are already deceived that ‘free’ will exists in acknowledging anti-Christ as if he were Jesus Christ and anti-Christ has become the word of the Eastern Church. Now all that remains is get them to supposedly ‘use’ the ‘free’ will as whatever way they can, the whole time encapsualted in anti-Christ as if he were the same as God as Word/Jesus Christ/Creating Speech.

Once they were deceived they had to ‘choose’ everything from God to what flavor of vodka they wanted to drink, it is a small step to get them to ‘choose’ the more straightforward evil that they never would have been snared with if they had not first been deceived/plunged-in-sorcery-of-non-creating-speech that they would be stupid not to ‘use’ the supposed ‘free’ will.

The first step to the complete debauchery of any people so they descend into animal behavior by anti-Christ is the lie of free will.

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That is exactly what anti-Christ did through the false prophet Balaam: he sent pagan women among the men of Israel who were deceived they had free will so that the men would desire the women, listen to the more refined version of non-creating speech/anti-Christ as sorcery and take up their false gods and eat the abomidable sacrifices/food offered to demons and thus sin. Anti-Christ and Satan were hoping that God would become angry at Israel and supposedly forsake them.

God killed Balaam for doing so and declares a judgement on the Church at Pergamaos for having the same doctrine and snare:

Revelation 2:14 But I have a few things against thee: that thou hast there those who hold the doctrine of Balaam, who taught Balak to cast a snare before the sons of Israel, to eat of idol sacrifices and commit fornication.

Now here is anti-Christ as Islam once again with the very same lie: polygamy ‘for those who want it’ as if it did no harm to all.

Exodus 23:32,33 Thou shalt make no covenant with them, nor with their gods. They shall not dwell in thy land, lest they make thee sin against me; for if thou serve their gods, it is sure to be a snare unto thee.

In the Name of Jesus Christ, Amen

Says anti-Christ through the deceived free willer: My speech is free! My tongue is loose! Who is Lord over me that I do not choose?

Says God through the new creation in Jesus Christ: It is a beast and not you at all.

Says anti-Christ through the deceived free willer with laughter: And your’s is God, I suppose?

Says God through the new creation in Jesus Christ: Yes. When He speaks through me.

Says anti-Christ through the deceived free willer: And the rest must be mine? A beast?

Says God through the new creation in Jesus Christ: Yes, though I hate that it is so. There are only two.

Says anti-Christ through the deceived free willer: You are arrogant and proud, so full of your own opinions. God has given us free will –forced it upon us! You can but use it and yet whine you do not.

Says God through the new creation in Jesus Christ: Your speech is a liar. He is not you. He is not your friend as he supposes as your mind.

Says anti-Christ through the deceived free willer: Now I am a liar? Deceived and Demon possessed am I? And you the saint, using your will so properly –and me so stupidly? You say my speech is broken and you must fix it?!

Says God through the new creation in Jesus Christ: there is no free will. It cannot be used at all. It doesn’t exist. What does not exist cannot be used, restrained or oppressed.

Says anti-Christ through the deceived free willer: I say there is and you are a proud liar –a extravagant devisor of tyranny. Thank God you are not in government!

Says God through the new creation in Jesus Christ to the soul of the deceived free willer: If you cannot hear me, you are not of me. That is all.

Says anti-Christ through the deceived free willer who cannot hear God: Your God is no god. He would force us to have free will and finds us at fault no matter what we do with it! That is unjust!

Says God through the new creation in Jesus Christ to the soul of the deceivd free willer: God is beyond your heart. And your speech. And you. The emotional economics of the human heart are Satan’s mathamatics.

Says anti-Christ through the deceived free willer who cannot hear God: We can only follow our hearts. You merely pretend not to. Mine is the greater honesty in the one speech you know we both share. Your speech is broken. I will fix.

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John 8:43-49 Why do ye not know my speech? Because ye cannot hear my word. Ye are of the devil, as your father, and ye desire to do the lusts of your father. He was a murderer from the beginning, and has not stood in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaks falsehood, he speaks of what is his own; for he is a liar and its father: and because I speak the truth, ye do not believe me. Which of you convinces me of sin? If I speak truth, why do ye not believe me? He that is of God hears the words of God: therefore ye hear them not, because ye are not of God. The Jews answered and said to him, Say we not well that thou art a Samaritan and hast a demon? Jesus answered, I have not a demon; but I honour my Father, and ye dishonour me.

Psalm 12:3,4 Jehovah will cut off all flattering lips, the tongue that speaketh proud things, Who have said, With our tongue will we prevail, our lips are our own: who is lord over us?

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Ephesians 2:1-13 and *you*, being dead in your offences and sins– in which ye once walked according to the age of this world, according to the ruler of the authority of the air, the spirit who now works in the sons of disobedience: among whom *we* also all once had our conversation in the lusts of our flesh, doing what the flesh and the thoughts willed to do, and were children, by nature, of wrath, even as the rest: but God, being rich in mercy, because of his great love wherewith he loved us, (we too being dead in offences,) has quickened us with the Christ, (ye are saved by grace,) and has raised us up together, and has made us sit down together in the heavenlies in Christ Jesus, that he might display in the coming ages the surpassing riches of his grace in kindness towards us in Christ Jesus. For ye are saved by grace, through faith; and this not of yourselves; it is God’s gift: not on the principle of works, that no one might boast. For we are his workmanship, having been created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God has before prepared that we should walk in them. Wherefore remember that *ye*, once nations in the flesh, who are called uncircumcision by that called circumcision in the flesh done with the hand; that ye were at that time without Christ, aliens from the commonwealth of Israel, and strangers to the covenants of promise, having no hope, and without God in the world: but now in Christ Jesus *ye* who once were afar off are become nigh by the blood of the Christ.

In the Name of Jesus Christ, Amen

“It’s God’s will that it is your fault.”

Answer that charge before a court of Muslim clerics deceived ‘free’ will is forced on man by God –and that the demon “allah” is God : if God doesn’t Speak through you and birth all of them as new creation in Jesus Christ, you are about to be taken out of the flesh.

Only in non-creating speech of sin/anti-Christ does the accusation even seem to make sense. And yet to a deceived Muslim and a deceived false Christian who are deceived ‘free’ will exists, the accusation is the best version of Calvinism they have.

The accusation is what happens to a people deceived that ‘free’ will not only exists, but that God forced it on them and that they (and ‘therefore’ the other guy) are forced to ‘use it’. They are BOTH blamed by those around them for what they in truth cannot control AND in a bid to seem to honor God, God is implicitly blamed as well in a bid to end any harsh feelings –in the human heart. It is all emotional manipulation of the fallen human heart as if that heart were not fallen, but were an equivalent with the heart of God. The only ‘peace’ they know is when no one is feeling ill toward anyone else for an instant and as deceived as they are, they will do anything to make that moment happen as often as possible.

“What new birth? What creating Word? Who is Jesus Christ? All I know is that I paid mucho mulla to get to the holy site so that my soul will be saved and the sins of my youth expunged. Now you get in the way and I can’t complete the ceremony?! I have to hurt you to save my soul. Off with your head! Allllllllaaaaahhhh!”

The lie of Islam has killed more than the lie of the Aztecs, Genghis Khan, the Babylonians, Pol Pot, Communism and Fascism put together, not only of non-muslims but even among themselves.

Of course, with all that royally pronouned guilt, now the pilgrims whose pilgramage was sullied will have to do some extra ceremony (all their lives) and pay cash for so doing. Maybe, in a show of largesse to keep the whole show going, the Prince will pay for it.

You know: Charity.

excerpted from: SAUDI ARABIA: CROWN PRINCE BLAMES PILGRIMS FOR STAMPEDE

Riyadh, 13 Jan. (AKI) - Saudi Arabia’s Crown Prince Sultan has blamed pilgrims who carried faulty baggage for a stampede at the Haj pilgrimage in Mecca that killed at least 362 Muslims and injured almost 300. Prince Sultan said pilgrims who insisted on carrying bulky baggage during a traditional stoning ritual despite official warnings were responsible for the disaster. He also defended the kingdom’s organisation of the Haj, saying: “The state can’t stop God’s will, its impossible to think that any human can stop God’s will”.

Saudi officials say the pilgrims were crushed as they jostled to perform the stoning of three pillars that symbolically represent the Devil.

Echoing the Prince Sultan’s words, Saudi health minister Hamad bin Abdullah Al-Maneh blamed “unruly pilgrims, and a problem of luggage”, however some reports say that security forces suddenly blocked the entrance to Jamarat Bridge where the three pillars are located.

The crush was the second disaster to hit this year’s pilgrimage. Last week, 76 people were killed when a hostel in Mecca collapsed in a narrow street.

The Haj has been bloodied by other tragedies in recent year including a stampede that killed 1,426 in a tunnel in Mecca in 1990.

These are the friends and counselors of George W. Bush. That accusation is his version of Calvinism as well. “What new creation in Jesus Christ in this present flesh? That’s all for ‘later’. We’ve got emergencies that take precedence over Truth going on all around us!”

It is easy to tell these are the frineds of Bush as today, anti-Christ through Mr. President essentially said that Martin Luther King Jr. ‘gave back’ to ‘African Americans’ God given rights that others had supposedly taken away. Anti-Christ through the Islamics says “It’s God’s will the bad event is your fault” while anti-Christ through false Christians says: “It’s God’s will that King used his free will to give back something to whom it was given when others had taken it away.”

The free will lie is the only speech of modern government. It is both the foundation of accusing the other guy (the civil rights movement) and the pride of supposed self-accomplishment (the PRIDE movement so prevalent among all Americans, black Americans included) : all of it denying God in the guise of honoring Him by flattering or attacking the other guy or gal. It is the tyranny which sets men falsely against each other for absolute vanity. It is the very lie that possessed both the guards and the prisoiners of the death camps of WWII. The Saudi prince fancies himself a guard while the “African Americans” love to see themselves as the prisoners who occassionaly revolt and make heros out of the liars who told them their favorite lie: that they can get ‘more’ free will by a process that, of couse, is a supposed ‘use’ of their ‘free’ will.

There is no free will. So fighting the other guy over it or thanking the other guy for it are lies. Anti-Christ through the Saudi and through George Bush, through two different world leaders on two different themes is just playing bad cop good cop respectively for a law that is a tyranny of lies those under his dominion are deceived is the foundation of all truth.

Psalm 5:5,6 Insolent fools shall not stand before thine eyes; thou hatest all workers of iniquity. Thou wilt destroy them that speak lies: Jehovah abhorreth a man of blood and deceit.

1 John 4:5,6 *They* are of the world; for this reason they speak as of the world, and the world hears them. *We* are of God; he that knows God hears us; he who is not of God does not hear us. From this we know the spirit of truth and the spirit of error.

In the Name of Jesus Christ, Amen